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I like jokes, music, and coffee. Sometimes I write stuff. This is where I vent to process my feelings. I like cake far to much. I'm also a Allergy Free foodie, but not by choice. I support sarcasm and keeping it real.

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It’s just really hard to keep up with all of the social media sites.

I have a cut on my heel that won’t get better and it is hurty

Chocolate is my best friend along with melatonin and sleep.

Does being away from home get easier?

I want my mom.

This Guy. #lovehimsomuch

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FIVE

1) I actually got to sleep in today which was amazing.
2) I went to see a Twitter/Tumblr friend I’m sure you all know/remember. We shopped and laughed for hours. It was truly a great time! I’m excited to explore more next weekend!
3) going to see “The Band Perry” tomorrow night with the ex husband and then meet up with his cousins that live near me. It’s long overdue. What I’m trying to say is I have a social life this weekend which is kinda nice.
4) School lost my registration. The registrar has been out of town and does not get back until Monday. Long story short I’m missing classes. Idiots! :/
5) my routine is becoming pretty “normal feeling” and honestly it feels really good. 5 more trimesters.

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thedancingwriter:

Depression neither makes you a better writer nor storyteller. You can use your past experiences with depression as a launching point for a story idea, but depression doesn’t make you produce better art because while you’re depressed, you often don’t have it in you to practice your craft. There is…

Yes.

It’s been awhile since I’ve had motivation to actually organize my apartment. I think I’m over it. The Chaos in the closets inspire me to actually do my homework.

I’m wondering if that is a metaphor for my life and if it is, I’m fine with that.

A list

Today is the most miserable day I have ever had. The baby is in major mouth pain, nothing soothes him. This is difficult. I feel sooooo bad!

My relationship with the Internet has changed. I’m still trying to piece it together. I feel the need for privacy. Did it finally happen? I got old? It’s odd.

Music. I miss it. Even the radio.

I’ve been very tired this week. I know that sometimes that happens to me (like every two weeks) but I am aggravated more then usual.

I’m trying to figure out how to do this job, get 8-9 hours of sleep, and go to yoga at 7PM twice a week. It’s just not possible. :(

My sister is trying to figure out when she can come visit me when I’m off work and school. I’m just laughing in my mind at how that’s not going to ever happen. She’s seriously clueless sometimes.

I get paid today which is good because I’m out of cheesecake. It’s my new craving. Soon I will be soooo fat. I’m done caring.

Dr got my anxiety under control so thankfully I’m feeling like I’m on this planet again.

What is a good color to paint a kitchen? I have no idea about colors. Most I dislike.

Hate is a strong word.

Sometimes you just have to surrender to your inner self. It’s hard though.

My lunch was crap.