still somewhere in the middle

I like jokes, music, and coffee. Sometimes I write stuff. This is where I vent to process my feelings. I like cake far to much. I'm also a Allergy Free foodie, but not by choice. I support sarcasm and keeping it real.
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Gpoyw: this pic is from Monday night. I know this is cheating but right now I’m wearing little kid long underwear and drinking coffee. I just slept off and on for about 13 hours. It was pretty terrible. I can’t stop shaking! However, it’s day 3. This is the worst day for withdrawal so maybe I will just give myself a “mental health day” and rest. I need to ease up on myself in my mind as well if this is going to be successful. I just keep trying to tell myself that it is ok to be super lazy this week. But my head does not agree with this mantra. Ugh. It’s also raining here which makes the depression of giving up addiction spring out into full force. 

But I got Carmel syrup for my vanilla coffee! It’s sooo yummy!! So see, even the worst days have a little light…..at least that is what I’m trying to tell myself!

Gpoyw: this pic is from Monday night. I know this is cheating but right now I’m wearing little kid long underwear and drinking coffee. I just slept off and on for about 13 hours. It was pretty terrible. I can’t stop shaking! However, it’s day 3. This is the worst day for withdrawal so maybe I will just give myself a “mental health day” and rest. I need to ease up on myself in my mind as well if this is going to be successful. I just keep trying to tell myself that it is ok to be super lazy this week. But my head does not agree with this mantra. Ugh. It’s also raining here which makes the depression of giving up addiction spring out into full force.

But I got Carmel syrup for my vanilla coffee! It’s sooo yummy!! So see, even the worst days have a little light…..at least that is what I’m trying to tell myself!

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